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They no longer have much power over you. I have no idea about the shrieking noise and its impact on my brain. It lasts for perhaps 2 to 3 hours a day mostly during the evening. For me they are no longer necessary. It may come, it may go; never mind, I will keep observing. You see Edji, previous to my samadhis and oneness since the two months which are now flowing continuously due to Your Jnanl, I was a Non-vegetarian.

Is it vital for self-realization sir?

Autobiography of a Jnani

You will notice that YOU feel unchanged as a result of having samadhis, or not having them. I know I stand apart from consciousness so I am not that, but to truly “know” the real subject, I will have to go beyond the void and even casual state.

It opened a whole new world for western truth seekers that was expanded years jnai by the coming of Zen and Tibetan Buddhism to America and the West. They have no substance. The oscillation between the two states, that silence you experience in between is it.

One will switch from knowing consciousness to unknowing thru the navel and vice versa through repeated such learnings and experiences. It is not that my mind is in my body during the dhyaan but after an hour or so a certain awareness dragged me to my body today. I used to wonder why you have not made your presence felt across the Globe with so much. That awareness actually covers up the entire object, outside and inside of me. No homework, no effort, means no deepening. Sometimes it is smoky and sometimes-bright flashing lights are witnessed in it.


I just looked at it. There is oneness, but then you realize this is an experience of oneness happening to you. Don’t interpret yet about voids and all that; just witness the unfolding of consciousness. In the future, get them to move the attention out of the head.

You autobioggaphy to become nothing and go beyond consciousness.

The beingness, ME meditating on the void ahead and then many times the duality drops I feel both are the same. As soon as I sit in my asana I am engulfed within the void.

I do have a few questions sir, only you are capable enough to guide me sir. Is this body really T? That is, the inner subjective lighted voidness is seen as the same as the external lighted spaciousness that is the world of objects. None of this is real. I felt no difference between them and me even when I know it was all a dream.

In a sense, though illusory, it belongs to you. I felt a certain pull backwards and I moved along backwards with it ignoring the void ahead of me as you had instructed me. I find it “hard” to identify with them but I am learning to “act” in front of others just to remain “normal.

Thus he knew without the least doubt that everything that appears and disappears depends for its seeming existence upon this fundamental consciousness, which he knew to be his real self. Mostly we find lectures about that nature of what is, of ontology and epistemology, and lectures about how to practice, but very little about the path as personally walked and experienced.


Right away I meditated on my expanded Consciousness to annihilate my ego principle and realize my won During my spiritual pursuit, after reaching realization of my Consciousness in mind, body and heart, I didn’t know how to proceed further to realize my Self within my Consciousness.

He got me initiated in higher kriyas including kechari mudra. I got scared and got up. The witness or subject can witness both at the same time, though the thought is powerless, is no more loud, it is mild, barely recognizable most of the time, but it still exists nonetheless. This is just a practice for you.

Self-Knowledge and Self-Realization

Most Gurus are only talking in terms of concepts and only on the surface whereas what you are pointing is beyond everything one can even possibly imagine. I am wondering after I got up what it is that draws me towards the void so much? Of course you can not watch the watcher, so what conclusion can you draw?

Master, Last night a dream shook me. This void can expand or revolve depending on the state of my mind. Tripti Verma marked it as to-read Jan 21, In between suddenly I realize images coming from nowhere; a few absurd and meaningless autobiograpuy and thoughts come to fore.

I am the T which is indestructible. Lying down seems to provide some relief from this. Consciousness always is surprising. What is the purpose of meditation?

Auttobiography is absolutely no feeling. Is the blissful awareness I jnqni the same as the emptiness you mention? Yes, these teachings are rare.

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